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So Confused !

Heyo yall ! Wassup ? These days have been pretty baffling for me tbh ! Like I am damn annoyed and tired. Packing too much stuff then unpacking it cuz I found something better then again packing ! Gosh !!!! Just for your better understanding with today’s topic kum issue , I am gonna live in Jaipur for 2 years straight maybe from 5th or 6th of September. I was so excited before but tbh I am not into packing and unpacking and again packing stuffs. Its just exhausted. I just wish I could have an anywhere door. Like uk , everything can be a lot more easier right ? Anyways I don’t have any Doraemon in my life so yeah no one can give me that so called COPYING TOAST to help me in passing my exams without studying and no one can give me those small lights so that I could live a dream life like Shizuka in Doraemon’s movie named Space Wars maybeeee. Seriously when I watched that movie I wished that I could use a small light and enter into a doll house and could bathe with milk in a toy bathtub 😭...

One of You !

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Heyooo ! Wassup ! Broo tbh I have just come to know that managing novels , blogs and vlogs at the same time is damn difficult ! The best thing is that I don’t have to worry abt studies rn. Yeah , after sometime I have to study but not rn. Growing on youtube is damn hard. Firstly , you have to find the topic on which you have to make your video. Then , you have to make every single thing available for it. Then , record the video. Not once , not twice but again and again. Uk what ? Once I had to just say “ Hey its me Miss Stellar and welcome back to my channel ! “ for about 20-30 times. It got me sooo frustrated but yeah I had to ! And yeah after it , you are not done, you still have to do some editing ( tbh a lot of editing ) . But don’t worry it only takes an hour ( just about 5 hrs ) and a little bit of finishing ( just takes 1 hour ) and then…… we are…. NOT DONE YET ! After it you have to make its thumbnail. Thumbnail must be normal ( attractive ) , simple ( adorable ) , easy ( damn ...

Blog Journey of 2024

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Heyo wassup you all ! So , how did you manage surviving without me ? Hah ? Haha ofc u couldn’t ! I seriously used to think that my absence won’t bring such a huge change but as soon as I stopped writing , it did bring a huge change. A huge change with others talking to me. Lol. Those who used to ask me to write limited blogs , started requesting me to start writing them again. Victory 🤞🏻 Also my bestie , my biggest…supporter and the one who got damn tired asking me to write at least one blog in a month. And so I am back for ya all ! Lol ! The real case wasn’t about leaving this hobby of mine of writing my thoughts and presenting them in this way of blogging. I cannot. I can never. Bcz its the one thing that made me realise my worth. The worth of my words , views , thoughts and voice. When I stopped writing blogs and started getting messages from people , especially my juniors , that those blogs helped them a lot. I became their inspiration. They got a lot of motivation from them with...

A New Journey !

Hey...!!! Wassup y'all ? Welcome back again...!  It's been a long time since I posted my last blog. And it's gonna be lot more difficult for me to post blogs in the upcoming 2 months. I am going to appear in a competitive exam. Maybe or maybe not I will get some time...just SOME TIME.  I'll try my best to post blogs... I am rn in my coaching. Waiting for the teacher to come and teach. Meanwhile I decided to write this blog.  I wasn't able to post blogs in the past 2 months as I was having my 12th Board Exams. Just the next day , I joined this coaching. 

Welcoming 2024 , Goodbye 2023 !

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Hey...!!! Wassup y'all ?  I'm back after a quite long break bcz of some health issues. But who cares ? As long as I'm here !  Today , I'm kinda bit emotional.  Last year , I posted a blog. In that blog , I mentioned how bad I was feeling when 2022 was ending and I tried some new things and learnt quite a lot in that year. Also I mentioned how excited I was for the beginning of the year 2023.  I didn't expect it to be this much good.  Really , I always used to think that...the next upcoming year must be more upsetting. But 2023 is one of the best years of my life ! Life taught me many things this year , from playing songs on piano to learning k-pop dances smoothly. From writing blogs to writing e-novels lovingly. From wasting a lot of time on scrolling to studying effectively. From being baffled to learning self care more evenly. I earned a lot of lovers as well as haters. I learnt about focusing on optimistic things instead of pessimistic. Which is truly a great...

Those Memories ! 👯‍♀️

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Hey...! Wassup ?  So , guys my exams are coming soo soon. I am gonna get busy again. Days are gonna be quite hectic. I was just preparing for my exams and then, I suddenly realised that my life will be completely changed after a few months.  Like...you studied in that same school for 15 years and then one day you'll go and never come back. I do love my school. But I love those memories that I made here more than my school.  You know , sometimes memories just hit hard ! I was just preparing for exams and as I said I remembered the past. That I spent in my school.  Being honest , not all the 15 years were a blessing for me. Just some. Just some years and some childhood memories.  I miss that time when we all friends were in LKG and we used to play different types of games with each other. Those used to be sooo silly , from my pov now. But...those were silly and significant at the same time. And will always be. I also miss it when we friends in our chil...

Weary Month , A Bad Decision & Ailing Me !

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Hey...!  Wassup y'all ? I'm back again , a week late. I am really sorry for this. Actually I had my Annual Function on 9th November. The practice was already going on before the annual function. For a month. Really got extremely exhausted and tired . Also...I wanna manifest one thing. I personally didn't enjoy that day ( annual function ). Not bcz I found flaws in it...but bcz it wasn't like before. When we all friends used to enjoy the practice. When we all friends used to be together. When we all friends used to gossip , play games and feel free. It wasn't the same as it used to be. Definitely not free. Especially for me and my school friends. I miss those days when we used to enjoy together. And...I also miss my old friends.  Somewhere deep inside I felt that perhaps I should not have participated in the annual function. I gave my participation fees and the next day I asked to get it back but got a NO from my class teacher so , I had no choice. Also I...