Weary Month , A Bad Decision & Ailing Me !

Hey...! 

Wassup y'all ?

I'm back again , a week late. I am really sorry for this. Actually I had my Annual Function on 9th November. The practice was already going on before the annual function. For a month. Really got extremely exhausted and tired . Also...I wanna manifest one thing. I personally didn't enjoy that day ( annual function ). Not bcz I found flaws in it...but bcz it wasn't like before. When we all friends used to enjoy the practice. When we all friends used to be together. When we all friends used to gossip , play games and feel free. It wasn't the same as it used to be. Definitely not free. Especially for me and my school friends. I miss those days when we used to enjoy together. And...I also miss my old friends. 

Somewhere deep inside I felt that perhaps I should not have participated in the annual function. I gave my participation fees and the next day I asked to get it back but got a NO from my class teacher so , I had no choice. Also I was asked to participate by one of my closest friends and moma ,as it was my last year here so, I had to participate. My mother and my friend definitely wanted me to have a great time . Though I didn't have a great time I appreciate their efforts to make me feel good.There are two reasons ! 

Firstly, that I couldn't meet my closest friends and couldn't enjoy or talk to them. I should have been there for them , cuz we meet once in a year. And this was a great chance to meet this year. But I lost it ! And hence , I regret my decision.I have already apologized to all of them...but still I wanna say sorry to y'all...I hope we'll meet soon...I pray for this everyday. 

And... secondly , I couldn't even spend time with my school friends. On the one hand I couldn't meet my best friend and closest friends...and on the other hand I couldn't spend time with my school friends ! It was a really worst decision of mine. 

I couldn't meet any of my friends. Just one...and she was the only one with whom I was the whole time. It was a good time. But not what I wanted ! Being honest she regretted too. What I feel is that , this event could have been something great for me if I would have chosen a great choice. 

Anyways...I am accepting that I am regretting it. But whatever happened , just happened . Nothing we can do about it now. So , let's just let it be in the past . 

But I am still looking forward for some events...where we all friends can spend some quality time together. 

In past few days , I was really tired , out of my mood and extremely vexed by some people who were around me ! 

Also extremely exhausted physically and mentally ! So , when the annual function took place...and then , I reached home..., the very next day I fell ill ! Still ailing ! 

The exhaustion was real ! And then , I catched cold ! Out of nowhere. 

So many health issues entered in my life suddenly , for instance :- cold , body pain , headache , high fever , weakness , etc.

You must be wondering why am I telling you all these things? 

Bcz this is the reason why I couldn't post a new episode of my e-novel and a blog. 

I am sorry. Now , I am taking my medicines and recovering day by day. 

Hoping that I'll be completely fine by 4 to 5 days.

As this blog has been quite a long one , just wanna end this blog by saying a few more words..

•• Make wise choices , cuz your future depends on your choices ! Your future is in your hands ! Either paint it with gold or let it be pale ! ••

( Also , this blog is not to hurt anyone's feelings . Just me with my views ! Thank u ! ) 

Have a peaceful night ! ✨🤍

See ya soon ! ✨💯