Running Through My Head !

Heyyyy..!!!


Vacations = over !!! ⏱️
Now...I am just wasting my time !
Not a great thing to apprise above board tho. 
But...I am just trying to get out of that substandard thing. I mean wasting time isn't cool at all... I know watching series and shows are soo entertaining I mean who doesn't likes Netflix  ! But when the real test of knowledge arrives all the chills of Netflix turn into GOOSEBUMPS !💯
And one more thing that's giving me a lot of sweat is that...there will be 40% Competency-focused questions and 20% MCQs. It must be sounding normal to you right ? 
But sometimes things are not how they seem to us.  
It means if I studied 100% last time...
Then..., This time I definitely have to give my 1000% ! 
But...still I m kinda happy with this decision of CBSE. Cuz... it's just gonna prepare us for our competitive exams ! 
Now...all I am watching for is just focusing on my studies , being consistent, working out... Actually...in the name of workout I just do walking and jogging ! 😀
And...I am not gonna leave...the blogging and editing thing that is going on rn and the e-novels.
I undoubtedly know that this is not at all easy to keep up with all the things at the instant moment...but I just can't give up any of these things ! Like...I am into all the things .
I just can't call it a day... I mean one thing for another . But I can't sacrifice that another for the first one ! Lol leave it...
I am just gonna manage all , at the same time , as simple as that ! 
Anyways... about my vacations...
they are over already ! 
Am I going to school ? 
Nah ! 
Am I ready to go to the school ?
Definitely Nah ! 
Not bcz I am afraid or what...but I am just...um...not...in a mood 🙃. Lol...I am gonna die if any of my teachers is gonna read this...but still...I just don't know why 😭
Maybe bcz...it's just not like my school life like it was before. I mean during 10th. 
I had friends , I used to study ( not that much effectively ) but...I used to enjoy each and every minute then. It's not like before. I mean I do have friends rn too. But unki baat he kuch alag thi . I am still connected to all three of them...but...with the first one , I talk habitually. The second one is with whom I am not able to talk on calls recently. I am literally missing her...and wanting to talk to her...but bcz of some certain reasons... I am unable to...
If you are reading this...just know that I am missing u Gobhi Ki Shaukeen. 
Btw...I don't think that I can name this blog a specific title. It's just what's going in my mind rn ! It's not like I am talking on a set topic only. It's just what's going in my mind and tbh many many things are going in my mind rn ! But I just can't spill out all of it ! Cuz...I'm being honest...not everything is interesting ! 
Today's blog has become quite a long 
one ! 
So...I just wanna say in the end that...I am gonna become a little more productive ( a lot productive ) from now onwards.
And...gonna take my classes again ! Cuz I literally want some things very very badly in my life ! And being lazy can't get me all of that ! So...I am just gonna work hard...but still I am not gonna leave other things behind. Ok ok...
It's too late ! Imma go and sleep now ! 
Btw... someone said that I should post my blogs in a gap of a few days...sooo let's give it a shot ! 
Now...u can go 👀 
Bye bye ! Have a greatttt...🤔 ( What to say today ? ) 
Um...have a greattt...
🙃 
Have a greattt...night ! 
Simple bro ! 🤷🏻‍♀️
Ok now bye bye ! 👀




 


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