First Time heading out for a Walk , Alone !

Heyo...! ✨🤍

Sorry guys for posting this new blog a little late..., It's so because I wasn't able to decide about writing on which topic. I will give u the best content , I don't wanna get u bored..., That's why...! 

Um...btw...I got a great topic for today. 

Maybe the topic , on which I am gonna write now..., can be kind of...humorous...for u . 

Bcz... usually even the kids walk on nearby roads. But it's not the same with me.

I never headed out of my home , alone. 

Yeah...u got it right ! Never ever !

I do have a reason for that too...

It's because of my Father , he never permitted me to do so. It's bcz of his...

OVERPROTECTIVE NATURE ! 

I hated that always , to be honest . 

I always wanted to head out alone . 

Actually...today what happened was that...

I had to get some images printed for my project file and I needed to buy some stationary items too. When I told him that we ( me and him , as he is the one who always took me to the market ) , need to go to the market , he got angry and said he doesn't have time for that. 

I got very upset and furious as I don't like to ask him for each and everything. I wanted to do my works by myself only , but I wasn't permitted to do so. 

This thing frustrated me since my childhood, but I always obeyed. Today...I said " lemme do my own works , I wanna do my works by myself " and I told my parents that if they will continue this thing now then, it will give me many problematic situations in my future. How will I manage everything alone whenever I will go out of this state to study ? How will I fulfill my outside tasks when there will be no one to help me ?

And then...I said that " I am going ! ".

They said "ok , go . " 

Firstly I was like..."👀 Really ? "

I mean it was like a complete dream for me , it was something that sounded like something that I wanted to hear but...it seemed kind of strange to me ! 

I thought that this is the only chance , let's not get it ruined ! 

I got ready , I took my woolen jacket as it was very cold outside. I wore my watch , took my money , wore my specs and got my shoes on by myself..., And headed out of my home. 

When I started walking on my route , I met a junior friend of mine. She never saw me going out of my home alone before , so she was kind of confused. She even asked me if I have joined a coaching or something , and when I said " No " , she again asked me if I am going on a walk 🤷🏻‍♀️.

Actually her reaction was really something that was expected by me from her. I told her that I am going to the market because I need to buy something. She said "ok , bye bye...!". Then...I started walking....

I won't lie . I was kind of... actually very very nervous in the beginning. 

I continued walking. When I entered the main market , there was much rush , it made me more nervous. 

Then...when I reached to the printing shop , I asked a boy to print some images , he did pretty fastly. And when I went to another shop to buy some stationary items , he wasn't listening to me 🤷🏻‍♀️. I even repeated, he was like :- " 🥱 hm..." 😑.

Then...I remembered that once , my elder cousin sister and I went in a shop and this happened with her too , but then she kindly asked the man who was the owner of the shop and said that she was in a hurry and she needed to leave fastly , so...she asked him to hurry a Lil bit faster. The man listened to her , so I did the same today , and yeah....it actually worked ! 

Then...I took my printed pages ( when the boy was printing the images , I went to the stationary shop and then again after completing my purpose , I again went to the printing shop ) , and started walking on my way to the home. It was dark by now. 

Now..., When I left from home , I felt nervous but I also enjoyed, I felt free and felt relaxed !

But...when I was leaving for home , as it was dark it made me kind of actually a lot nervous.

 I then..., Walked calmly while enjoying the beauty of the nature. 

When I reached near my neighborhood , I observed the nature more than before and now....I wasn't feeling nervous at all ! I was enjoying the night walk a lot ! 

When I was about to reach my home...I heard something following me..., It was like something is running towards me...💀

That sound wasn't like a human running towards me , it was weird ! 

I felt nervous and felt haunted 😭.

And then...when that sound came really near to me , I turned in another side and saw that there were 3-4 dogs 💀.

I thought that they will eat me 🥲 , but...then...a girl near me , she started touching them and started to play with them . Then I got to know that those dogs knew that girl that why they ran towards her , and bcz that girl was walking after me , I thought that the dogs were coming towards me .🥲

I know 😑 it's kind of hilarious to u 🤷🏻‍♀️😂.

And then...I ran towards my house so that no other dog could haunt me. 

When I went to my home , my mom asked "how it was ? "

I replied..." It was awesome ! "

It really was an awesome experience for me ! It may be kind of humorous for u but it meant a lot to me ! 

I am sooo happy that now I will always be able to go outside to complete my own works ! 🥰

I overcame an old fear ! 

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I am sooo happy !!! 💜🥰✨

So...in the end I would like to say that...

You can do anything , just give it a try yrrr ! 

Enjoy your life and find happiness even in the small things ! 

Have a beautiful life ! 💖