Today :- Learnt a new lesson !

Hey...! 🤍✨
Wassup ? 
I am fine...! I mean not totally but kind of...
Actually this blog is about Today . Today , I learnt something new , which is just...don't feel like you are the best or u can do something being overconfident. I again repeat , being overconfident . 

So...what basically happened was that... yesterday I forgot to learn a poem by Markus Natten for my ASL. And when I was finishing my project file at 11 p.m., I suddenly became aware of it. 
But I needed to complete my file firstly , so I did. And it became quite beautiful. 
But when I finished with my project file , it was 3 a.m. 
DEVIL'S HOUR !!! ESPECIALLY FOR MEEE...!!!
As I was feeling sleepy 😴 , I slept.🙃
Which is called Cutting Own Throat . 
🙃
Now...as I am such type of person...who can sleep at 2 a.m. and wake up at 4 a.m. if I want and on the other side I am that person who won't wake up even after sleeping for 8 hours. 🤷🏻‍♀️
It just depends on me , and my mind. 🙃
So...when my phone rung at 6 a.m. , I woke up ⏰ and slept again 🤷🏻‍♀️after shifting the alarm time. 
And again and again I did the same ! 
And then I came into my senses at 7:30 a.m.
Literally heads off to me ! 
After that I started packing up things and took shower and then got ready after that , I kept my book ( in which the poem was written ) , on my bag. So that when I will go to the Van , I will hold it in my hand and then I will learn it . And yeah...it was just a poem tho 💪🏻😎 ( yeah this....😀 Exactly this is what I thought at that time 🙃).
Then...when I sat in the Van and remembered that I forgot to bring that book 🥲 I felt like drowning in the deep ocean. I got upset and again thought that it was just a poem na...🤷🏻‍♀️
I mean like...I made a short mistake that completely ruined my whole school day !
When I reached my school , I took book from one of my classmates and started learning the poem. 
I won't lie..., I was done learning it in just first period.... But then...I focused on showing off and without any preparation , being overconfident..., I started rhyming it !
And then...I forgot the things that I learnt before too 🤦🏻‍♀️.

When it was my turn to speak..., I gave my introduction perfectly but when it came to recite the poem..., I flopped .
It was really embarrassing for me cuz I have never felt like this before.  I really never felt that much nervous and overwhelmed while speaking something in English ! 
But the reason was that...it was not about ENGLISH ! It was all about my overconfidence ! 🤦🏻‍♀️
And after that , I understood that I disappointed my teacher completely ! It was the worst feeling too.
And then...I started learning that poem in a serious manner , just in the hope of my teacher saying that " It was not good what u did but I am giving u the last chance ."
And...yaaayyy...!!! 
I got sooo...happy when my teacher finally said this !!!
I got soo happy ! 💖
And then..., I wanted to thank him , but I had not that much courage ! 
Now..., I revised the poem in a serious manner. And...now..., Not being overconfident...,but by believing in myself , I can tell that I am not at all gonna disappoint my teacher and myself ! ✨
Wish me luch friendies ! 💜

Sooo...the main lesson is that :-
BE CONFIDENT...trust yourself , you can do it. 
But....
...............
NEVER EVER BE OVERCONFIDENT... don't ignore anything or don't take anything for granted. 

Even a giant elephant is afraid of an ant !!!
💖

Have a beautiful and confident life ! 🤍✨


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