Daily Life Nowadays & People

Hey...!

Yeah...I know...it's been quite a long time since we interacted . Actually...it's so because I was just observing my life and people. I observed quite a lot ! 
What I have observed is that...life is something...
Um.... wait lemme have a second to breathe ! 
Yeah ok now... , 
So... Life...
Um...lemme drink water now...
Ok so where were we ?
Oh wait...um...lemme think something ,
 Ok ok... we were talking about...
About what ?
Oh...ok ok , Life. So...
Um...sorry but I don't wanna talk about it... 
👀
Kinda irritating right ? 
This is what my life is nowadays ! 💀
Mea Culpa...! 🙌🏻But it was just a way of expressing it in a proper manner. 

I mean...all I wanna say about my life is...that...it's just weird ! I mean not just a normal weird...but a weirdly weird ! 
It's just... So..., Unpredictable , not so bad and not so lovely , sometimes bright white and sometimes deeply dark ! 🖤
And yeah...that's why it's called life ! 
Idk what's happening to me since I have come in 12th standard...
I am unable to figure out a lot of things... I mean I get confused a lot ! 
Lately I've been thinking that I am taking soo many wrong decisions ! 
But at the same time I am thinking that if I would have chosen the another one it could have been worse ! But at the same time I don't feel satisfied with the already taken decision.
Idk if it's normal or not...I think it's normal !
Although it's always me against my life ! 
I just want it to be me + my life against my foes ! 
For that I have to understand myself ! Btw yeah...I remembered something... 
Today..., One of the teachers of mine... , was describing Misunderstanding = lack of understanding . And I think that I also do have misunderstandings...with MYSELF!
Either I am not understanding myself or I am not even trying to understand myself.
It's kinda hard to understand ourselves.
But... people...! 
Lol..., This word is just something like a foe to me !
Ok I know that not all the people are the same ! 
It's just sooo hard to find someone genuine and good...in this world full of greedy..., Selfish... , Trynna be naive but not so naive and THE CHEATERS or COPYCATS !
Not the one who cheats in the exam...but the one who copies your each and every act ! 
Isn't that hella annoying !
I don't wanna mention that name here cuz I am not at all interested in degrading anyone else. And even who am I to degrade someone ? It's Him...! The one who is the most powerful ! The God ! 
But...I just find such people so irritating but also at some point I feel soo good ! That I am not the one of those who copy others but the one...whom others copy ! Lol ! 
I feel good about this ! 
It's just a waste of time tbh..., You know..., Talking about unworthy people ! 
And nowadays I have observed a little bit change in myself...while handling the people who are the most annoying ! Like...:- I just ignore them instead of fighting with them which is completely wastage of time ! And many more things...
It's a good thing too...that I am trying to be socialised...not too much... cuz I don't consider it so cool...as I believe that...too much of anything is never so good !  So... I am finally trying to get socialised a little bit...and I consider it good bcz I am a complete introvert ! 

Anyways..., So... , These days are going not sooo cool ! But I do have trust on myself that I'll definitely figure everything out...! 
This blog may seem kinda boring to some , but definitely many are going to relate ! 
So...have a great life ! 
Cya ! ✨🤍🦋

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