First Day of School :- XII Class

Hey...! ✨🤍

Wassup...? 

I m greattt...

About the title...., It wasn't my first day of XII class , but....it was. 

Confusing right ? 

Lemme elaborate...

Actually classes for Class XII were held before also but it really can't be considered as a CLASS . It's so because the classes that were held 1 week ago... Were only of 2 hrs approx. 

So...let's talk about todayyyy...! 

Actually...it was awkward and unexpected in the beginning 💀

It was sooo bcz... our school changed  uniform for girls. We used to wear skirts and shirts before. But now...it's changed. Now,  we have to wear black pants and white frilled shirt. Um...its a sober uniform...I agree...

BUT...

JUST.....

IMAGINE.....

You are wearing a completely ironed perfect uniform...of your school...

And... you see that no one else is wearing it 💀

It was sooo awkward for me as I was wearing it alone...

As I am the CEO of The Extremely Overthinking Company of Universe 👑, I was deeply lost in thoughts...

NEGATIVE THOUGHTS....!!!

Then, the assembly time came. 

I went there and some people...were looking at me like I was an alien💀 tho I was feeling alienated. 

It was alright...💀 But trust me I was filled with anxiety. Actually u know..., I have anxiety from croud... actually it's humans...

Maximum are not trustworthy at all and called be called humans too...

Ok ok lemme come on the topic...👀 I sometimes lose my track when I get full of emotions. 

Then..., It was going well...I was starting to feel comfortable now...😌 

BUTTTT...

SUDDENLY....

The principal of our school asked girls who were wearing the perfect uniform...on the stage in the assembly 💀

I was again filled with anxiety..

All I needed at that time was just a secret tunnel to escape through. 

I didn't move bcz I was afraid...

Idk whyyyyy ??? 💀

But then, a teacher came to me and asked me to go there 🥲 I refused but eventually I had to listen to her as she is my teacher. 

So..., I walked towards the stage and stood there , it wasn't cool trust me. 

Maybe just for me 🤷🏻‍♀️.

Gradually , I started feeling kinda normal and then it became completely normal when I taught my mind that it's alright...infact I should be proud that I am wearing the perfect uniform. And...I should just be comfortable as this uniform is showing equality and Its completely sober , it's not something for which I should feel weird. 

Now..., About the studies...

IT WENT GREATTT !!! 

Sooo interesting and knowledgeable...

Especially History. 

Actually there was a Hawan held in our school today , I was waiting for History's period to come...but then we were called for Hawan. So , then I missed my History class. But..., In the free time... I self  studied History. 

Then , after all this... everything went well.

We talked , studied , enjoyed. 

It was a whole fun day. 

But..., There is something that I realised today. We should not always want to be like others even if they are not doing good or right.  I was in a proper uniform but still I was feeling awkward and weird just because not everyone was wearing it. I was totally right and disciplined but I was regretting, which I should not have done. And eventually I realised this all. 

And I was thinking one more thing today. 

Idk how this all time passed and I found myself in the last year of this school. 

I have been studying in my present school from the very beginning. I have sooo many memories connected with this school. Some are good , some are bad , some are great and motivating and outstanding and proudy & some are literally awkward , weird and terrible. 

I have seen sooo many teachers in this school. And got a Lil bit knowledge from each and every one. I don't wanna judge  anyone's knowledge as I am still a learner. But... I just wanna say that I am having the best teachers of my whole school life in this class and the previous one , basically XI & XII. 

These teachers are literally sooo supportive and motivating kinda ones. 

They encouraged me and made me realise where I did wrong...not by announcing it in front of the whole class and making me feel awkward and making me stand outside of the class but by putting it in front of me and directly making me realise it all through motivation. But I am thankful and grateful towards my previous teachers too , the ones who taught me and prepared me for the upcoming classes. 

This is gonna be my last and most crucial year . I am just hoping that this will pass very nicely too...

Um...I think it's enough for today...

So..., I hope you liked this blog...

Its long but I wasn't able to stop my hands from typing it. 

So have a beautiful life...! 

Cya ! 🤍✨